Pain, you old vagabond
Come visiting unannounced, indefinite
You rootless mendicant, getting under my skin
I feel you there, taking up residence
Ass-kissing my nervous system, you brown nosing sycophant!
I am a glutton for your maniacal chastisement, hating myself for it
You ground me, forcing my feet to solid earth
Why do you make me hate you one minute
and love you the next?
Love you enough to let you stick around,
pulling my big head out of the clouds
Humiliation is your game I guess
You subdue me into submission
then disappear, leaving me
You fickle lover
I hate you